*~Mz_Rasni*~ I Love You Gramma!!! You are going to be missed!!!

Talking Points #2

Name of author and text:
“Aria” by Richard Rodriguez
“Teaching Multilingual Children” by Virginia Collier
Author’s Argument:
Collier argues that when a teacher is faced with a student or students that English is not the primary language, then there are certain guidelines to follow so that the experience will be “enriching.”
Quotes:
-->> Guideline #5: “Do not forbid young students from code- switching in the classroom. Understand the functions that code- switching serves.”
I find this weirdly funny. My family and I do this like all the time. In Khmer, there is no present tense –ing. However, we would speak and out of nowhere we would make up a word like riding for example, would be said jees, but my family would say it jees-ing. Or sometimes as I mentioned in my earlier blogs how I tend not to know a word in English so I would try to say it in Khmer and have someone else try to translate. I would always get yelled by my peers for not having a more broad vocabulary especially when English is my first language. My teachers however, would not yell at me though when I start to stutter or start to try to charade my way and hope that the word would come to me even though it never does…

-->> Guideline #3: “Don’t teach a second language in any way that challenges or seeks to eliminate the first language.”

I find this quote contradictory to “Aria.” The nun went to tell Richard’s parents to start speaking English at home so the kids would become more proficient in it and ultimately losing the first language. I didn’t really understand what was going on in the article, but from what I understood, Richard and his family stopped speaking Spanish to each other altogether after English came to their family. I don’t want to blame anyone or anything for families falling apart, but I think it is safe for me to say that his family did lose family connection they once shared when they all had something in common: their language. I think it is true, when a family has nothing in common except for the language they speak, that can still be useful in starting a dinner conversation.

-->> “The key is the true appreciation of the different linguistic and cultural values that students bring into the classroom.”

We are always taught to speak English when we are in a classroom or when we are in public. When culture and language is truly appreciated in a classroom or anywhere for this matter, then one can finally feel special for being his or her true self. No one would be left out and everyone would be equal in a sense that no one person is more dominant in a classroom than the other.


All these quotes represent the article in a way that shows language is power. Just because the culture of power is being “S.W.A.A.M.P.,” there are things that are more powerful sometimes. Like on a resume being bilingual is a skill all employers look for so someone that is bilingual would most likely get a job compared to someone that isn’t bilingual…right?

Questions/Comments/Points to Share
I think it is very important to practice and know your culture and language. For instance, my younger sister barely practices her Khmer and my brother in lay doesn’t speak English so when they try to communicate it’s hard because they would argue and find people to translate and everyone would get upset because we know she can speak it she is just afraid of saying something incorrectly. We yell scold her all the time, if she doesn’t say it out loud then how will she know if she is saying it wrong. By speaking out loud, it gives her the opportunity to be corrected for future use. I think language is very important; maybe that is why I never felt like a minority. It want because I was “white-washed” it’s because I held my head up high and said, “I got something they don’t and that’s language!” I don't know that’s just me…


sometimesz...

sometimes, the smallest things make a difference... for example, when you see a person out on the streets with a sign asking for money what do you do? do you give him or her money? what does that beggar do with that money? Like the city of Boston after hours... all the people sleeping on the grounds through the cold and the rain having only a plastic bag as their blankets... what do you do? do you take them all home offer them a job? no...you give them some money hoping that they would be smart and use that money to buy food to feed themselves and any family members. People don't choose to begg, butt sometimes they have no other choice...whether its because they came illegally into the country and has no relatives to be their baccbone, or has no way of going bacc to their homeland. Has anyone of you ever really did what kozol did? Talk to these people and find the reasons behind their issues? Sort of like littering... there are so many ways to help out like not littering, butt people still do it. Saving an animal's life by not eating meat/poultry... people still do it. Sometimesz when beggars are put into a nice home, a nice neighborhood and given a nice job, he or she wouldn't know how to deal with it and sometimesz he or she might throw it all away just to get bacc to his or her comfort zone... on the streets. So by the volunteers caring enough to go to a disease/poverty ridden community, that counts. It matters to those people. It shows there are still people that care. Yes, to others they might see as pretending to care, butt to those people in the community, they are given a chance to run their lives cleanly. Like say, your used to being in a home where you don't have to do anything: clean, cook, pay any bills, etc., you wouldn't want to leave. When you are on your own without the help that you are used to you wouldn't know how and where to start so you go bacc to your comfort zone... I don't know if thisz is making any sense, butt just know that sometimesz the smallest gestures mean the world to those that need it. Like not littering means alot to the environment. The smallest things do matter...

Talking points #1

While I was reading the article about bias still persisting in America, towards the end, "Those who assert we've arrived at a colorblind society are blinding themselves to reality." In a way, I sort to have to disagree, I mean I understand that it has been proven, but still I don't think it because we are blinding ourselves to reality, I think it because we don't see it or it hasn't happen to us personally. Like Dr. Bogad said she has never been stop- coming from a white, middle-class background. However, someone like my god-brother, he used to get stopped all the time when Asian gangs fights were becoming fatal. He would get stopped at least once a week or so and he would get interrogated about the other gang members and then when the cops reached the conclusion that my brother was not a part of any gang the cop moved on to talking about weed. Where in the world would my brother get marijuana from?! Also, I had a thought... although the black people that feel that they are being ignored, they should not. This whole black and white controversy are making black people very popular. Like for example, the n word, it has changed over the years and now has become a "more acceptable" word. However, words such as chink, chino (which by the way, I think means orange in spanish.,..but that's me) still exist and it seems to cease existence. Like people still use it to insult Asians. I never thought that society will actually put a color on Asians, but they did, I have heard people call Asians yellow- skin people before. I was annoyed but then again I was like if that is my skin color I am not going to deny it, just please don't use it to describe us. When I was younger, I was taught that people with disabilities rather be called that guy that is blind in place of the blind guy.
Secondly, as I was reading the seventh article written by Pat Parker, the whole time I was laughing and agreeing. She's right, "If you want to be my friend- don't make labor of it." Its OK to disagree with someone and still call him or her a friend. My friends, we have nothing in common, but we are still good friends that do everything together. The one stanza I especially liked was the one when Parker said don't go apologizing to her when someone of the same race does something wrong. It's true. In a show I saw one lady was uncomfortable talking to a guy on a wheelchair. She tried to relate to him by saying she knows someone else on a wheelchair and by accident she insulted him by saying maybe this guy might happen to know this other friend of hers. His response wasn't friendly, but wasn't insulting. He only tried to show her how silly she sounded so he responds something like the lady that bags his groceries is not on a wheelchair and maybe by chance she would know this lady. I think if someone is uncomfortable about saying something then don't bother saying it altogether unless it is absolutely, completely necessary.
I feel melancholic about Goldberg's quote of Gelernter, "What will become of a country whose youngest citizens have been taught to have so little affection for it?"I want to say he... they are right on one point. "Children are the future" is the phrase I grew up with, but if children aren't taught at an early age or even taught at all about patriotism then how are they going to learn it? At the same time tho, I think to myself, I learned to love Cambodia without the help of my parents or anyone at all. I learned everything I know about tradition by looking on and watching the elders sit and talk about how glad they are to be here in America. Then I start to hate America. Hate how som many cultures and traditions are being lost because so many countries are trying to become more American- like. Children today learn to love the American traditon such as Thanksgiving and Christmas, but they aren't being taught how to love America. So this leaves me wondering... what about America shall we be all in love with? America is contaminated with rascism, prejudice and at times corruption. Yes! I know Cambodia and Laos and China has alot of corruption also, but at least they aren't judgemental and hate a person just because of their skin color or sexual preferences. That goes other countries too not jus the ones I desended from. ---->>> Did I use that word correctly? lol I am trying to improve my English as you can see...<<<---- The last article I read, Kozol Amazing Grace, I came to the conclusion that I am a very sensitive person. Reading the death rates and reasons of deaths I fought so hard not to cry. I always thought I saw the evils in life, when I saw that there are worser evils, it hurted me to the bone. Especially the last page Cliffie saying that his mom might pass too... For some odd reason I felt connected to Cliffie. While reading the article I kept asking myself, "How come the narrator isn't doing anything about it? Why don't he offer some money?" Then I realized, I have been in the position when all these sufferings were happening in my face and all I can do about it is listen to them and watch them suffer. There is only so much that one person can do to help. The one paragraph about the nine year old that was raped by her mother's boyfriend, that hit me the worse. How can the guy, knowing he has a contagious and an incurable disease, why would he go and infect such an innoccent child?! Why would he need a child to satisfy his sexual needs in the first place... disease-ridden or not! Why?
Of all the articles we had to read for class, I found Kozol more satisfying to read. I actually was disappointed to reach the end of the story. I found it funny though... how does this story have any relevance to the class and culture of power... I don't see it... sorry.

Bored at work... like always

I work in Lincoln with some friendly customers and some rather mean customers lol... in any case, I got boreed and decided to try and fix my profile then I realized... I only know how to put the song in my profile I don't know how to put the full song lmao... anyways... Like there is so much to say about me, like I love to talk although sometimes I can be VERY shy... believe it or not... I am a very shy person. Today I find myself also I realized many things. One being that the more I seem to practice the Khmer language, the more I lose the American language. After my second trip bacc from Cambodia, I notice that I tend to stop in the middle of a conversation stucc like lost of words and say, "How do you say?" Like even in the middle of a heated discussion, I would stop and say, "Like how you say, how you say..." and I'm thinking and thinking then I just give up and say, "I don't know how you say sorry... so I'm just going to stop here," and that would end the conversation. Secondly, my stuttering is starting to come bacc. I don't know, recently my stuttering has gotten from bad to worse. Like it calmed down for a few years and now like BAM! hit harder than ever... something must have happened to cause me to lose confidence in myself. Thirdly, I almost lost my job. I mean I wouldn't mind. It'd be easier if they let me go rather than I ask to go. I always been a soft-hearted person. Like I could not say "no", especially if I was asked like face-to-face. I always ended up saying "yes" no matter how much I wanted to say "no." I have been called a conservative girly-girl recently. I don't think I am either. I see myself as non-judgemental and somewhat spontaneous and also a lil care-less. Like I could care less what people think of me or what I look like or what I am wearing, long as I know I am good and I feel good then IDC what other people think. I know myself that I haven't been the best that I can be and that I have made alot of mistakes... butt then again like that singer sang..."You live and you learn..." so if I haven't made the mistakes that I did make then I wouldn't be the Rasni I am today. I live with no regrets and every decision I make I know in the end if I'm going to say, "Dag! I shouldn'tve done that!" Then I'm going to not follow thru...I make the best of what I am given and I try to live everyday with a smile... Cuz I know, the start if a good day begins with a smile. I think of myself as a happy person, and people like to see me smile... like I swear sometimes my customers would come in just to see me smile. I remember one customer would come in to say hi and see me smile at him. Until he started creeping me out that was... lol anyways... work calls and plus my hands are getting tired ahaha ttus :)

me...

I am often confused and always finds myself either alienating myself or dazing off in my own little world. I am the secretary of ASA... I often get told that I am much better off as the president, but I like my job as secretary; I actually get to run around and get work done. I am a secondary education/ middle school endorsement major with a focus on math. I am no good in math but that's why I am here right... to learn. I am very optimistic and get bored easily. Anything else you wanna know, don't be afraid to contact me. BTW I like to be considered an American not Cambodian. The only reason being is that I was born here and not there. I am not ashamed of being Asian tho, don't get me wrong, I just prefer to be called an American. It makes it easier for me to not be expected to know my own language... because i don't practice my own language. I started speaking it summer of '05.(The first time I ever spoke Khmer!) So yeah, I am a late bloomer that's why if people know me as an American they won't expect me to know the Khmer language. Get me? P.s. that's another thing, if I'm not the one confused then I'm doing the confusing lol...so just bear with me...